| Some words b4 i
stop blogging here. Erm.. seriously.. i thank everyone who had given encouragement, helps, and supports. No matter u guys are reading it or
not.. i still wish to say " THANK YOU" erm.. well i dun think you all
noe about this site. i just told this site to about less than 5
persons. Hehe.. thank you guys.
These are the words from Janet. erm.. i got it few weeks ago la.. but lazy to upload..Thanks Janet from Sg
Bye Xanga~~
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| i feel kinda lazy to count adi la
i am kinda tired and stressful..
the old relationship is kinda affect my daily life now..
sigh...
i think it's bcoz the drastic change of my life..
i juz cant take it so fast bah..
nth much to say but..
erm.. i sleep with regretness everyday..yah..something like that..
as i lost the one that i love the most..
-NoDay-
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| erm..
Syl is back..
kinda emotional unstable ~.~
after i told this to fren
get scolded >.<
for thinking stupid things =.="
erm... i hav alot of things to say..
but.. i better calm myself down 1st..
so..
erm
Syl.. hope that u will hav a nice sleep today..
and..
welcome back to msia..
-Noday-
You Chong
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| Erm..Never blogged for few days...
cause of the starting of my college life..
and the main reason is...
i tried not to think bout Syl..
but still..
lol.. i failed
erm... currently..4.50am..
cant sleep >.<
Syl is coming back from Jap..
erm..
i wonder if anything to do with me..
and...
am i really..
ready to see her again ?
i dunno..
i really dunno..
Is she going to tell me that she has backed ?
erm.. i think.. no?
since i had no good bye from her b4 she left..
so... erm.. i think ..
she wont be telling me as well ?
sigh..
" I've let go of you completely. You are my fren now. "
i wont forget this forever =(
sigh...
it sticked to my heart..
no matter wat..
i respect ur decision..
again.. Take care Syl..
and..welcome back to Msia...
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| Erm.. I am actually feel vry sry for not blogging before 31st Dec 2007 ends..
but.. erm..
i think.. if i nvr went out.. i am sure..
now i would be vry vry vry moody...
erm.. without refering to wat i hav written..
i mean the entry for 31st Dec 2006..
i roughly remember wats the content..
Well.. until now..
i am like..still... good for nothing ?
and even worse...
losing a precious relationship in my life..
yah.. i was a good-for-nothing-guy..
and now.. i am still the same..
..Last year.. i had someone ..
to comfort me.. gave me encouragement..
and supporting me..
now... ?
I do feel that.. kinda lonely..
I really feel like wanna cry now when i am writing this...
i do HATE December..
i will NEVER like it..
for several years..
my life changed..and all in Dec..
Well.. nxt year was a really good change..
and this is a bad ending...
Sigh.. perhaps..
God has a better plan for Syl..
i noe.. she has much better choices..
comparing myself to some of my frens..
and there are some frens told me that..
wat i am going through now..
is just a small matter...
Yah.. i noe it's juz a small matter..
for most of the adults...
this should be a vry vry small matter
but bear in mind..
even though i had relationships b4..
but i don't feel hurting like now..
i poured all of my feelings and hopes inside..
and it's all gone.. erm.. ya..
kinda disappointed actually..
Well.. i am the one who cause all these to myself...
if i wasn't pressured her too much...
all these things wouldn't been happened..
i have no one to blame except myself..
sigh.. you chong.. u sux...
anyway.. Good Bye 2007..
God, You showed me Your existence.
I believe that You have taught me a really good lesson..
and.. I really wish that... You will give Your blessing to Syl..
Pls.. she is a good one.. I hope that You can hear me..
Bring her happiness that i couldn't give..
Take care , Syl ,
God and i... will be loving you, always..
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